F***ing-Birth-F***ing-Day

I 've got nothing for me to wish this day, my birthday...

YOU push me living in hopeless life God...
I knew it,, that You are flawless, holy, and mighty... So, I cant blame you about m f***-ed life...

But, for sure,, I'm sad.. so f***ing sad...

I don't know your purpose,, your plan...

Thanx for this hopeless birthday God..